this week seems to be having a lot of "lasts" in it.  the last time i breastfed ephraim, the last time to take my anti-depressants...  hmmm...  i guess that's it really, although, in our house those are two very significant events!

i went to the movies last night with my good friend connie.  we saw the notebook and it was so amazing.  laughed, cried, was not disappointed by the ending at all... 

but, once again, i digress.  so, i took my last pill today.  i'm a bit antsy about going off of them, but i'm sure that it's all in my head.  no pun intended.  i have such an amazing support group of family and friends, and so many people praying for me that i'm sure i'll be fine. 

as for my little baby boy who is not really a baby any longer....  i was really only nursing him the past week for my sake.  he wasn't too interested.  happier with crawling around with a bottle hanging out of his mouth!!  why is it that when we're young we want to grow up, and when we're older, we want to be young again?  he's also not too interested in baby food anymore.  despite the fact that the poor guy still has no teeth!  it's amazing what they can gum up and swallow without teeth!  he even had steak a little while ago!!

so, while this week has some lasts, it is also the start of some new things.  ephraim really starting to walk, keyzia spelling her name out loud...  the end of things doesn't really seem to be the end.  it's really just the beginning of new things, new steps and new stages.  i can look forward to that.